Parang nagseselos ako.
[As much as I super duper (mega?) HATE to admit it...]
The problem is I don't know kung kanino.
I don't understand why I'm actually entertaining the feeling, when in fact my Dada's super loyal to me ( well, so far...) Probably, it's just the masochist in me that's imagining things and situations which could be so hurtful to me.
[As far as I know, I'm NEVER a selosa by nature!]
But still, parang nagseselos ako.
Could it be that I actually know her and I just wouldn't accept that she's the reason of this jealousy? Oh no! Aaargh!
Ever since, when it comes to matters of the heart, my instinct has always been right. I just wish this time, I'm wrong. I fervently pray that this is just a bad case of paranoia... or masochism... haha...